my first entry?
It strikes me as silly that even after all this time, some people in the Resistance still think I'm a traitor. I mean, after all this time! It's like they're blind or something. Well, not all of them. Just Torrent, apparently. He had the nerve to come and accuse me of...it's my fault, but still, hearing it from someone made it different. And Torrent obviously thought that I had actually cut out Seeker's eye. I would never have done that. But it was still my fault. They never would have gotten Seeker if they hadn't been trying to get to me. And Seeker's told me that's not true, of course, but it doesn't mean I believe it, because it is true. They went after Seeker because he is my friend.
LOCKED FROM SEEKER:
But if that's true, then is it wrong for me to want to be more than friends with him? Or at least fuck him again? Actually, have him fuck me. I digress. That would only put him in more danger. But he's amazing and he's one of my best friends and I want it to be more. I can't, though.
That would only get him killed, and I'd never forgive myself. I just need to know when to leave it well enough alone.
LOCKED FROM SEEKER:
But if that's true, then is it wrong for me to want to be more than friends with him? Or at least fuck him again? Actually, have him fuck me. I digress. That would only put him in more danger. But he's amazing and he's one of my best friends and I want it to be more. I can't, though.
That would only get him killed, and I'd never forgive myself. I just need to know when to leave it well enough alone.