Shit shit shit.

[feelslike_magic]

Shit. Has anyone seen James for the past few hours? He said he was going out to get food and I haven't seen him come back yet. He wouldn't take this long. Would he?

Someone please just tell me I'm being paranoid.

Shit shit shit. I told him I would keep him safe.

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[even_a_moment]

Jeff just locked me in my room and went running, so I think...well, you can guess what I think.

I'm praying for them.

[feelslike_magic]

I hope they're okay. I hope James is okay.

I told him that they wouldn't get him again. I was wrong. It was the worst thing to be wrong about. I should have told him to be more careful. I should have checked.

[even_a_moment]

Don't blame yourself. I'm already blaming myself. I'm sure Jeff blamed himself, too. Can you please unlock me, by the way?

[feelslike_magic]

But I promised to do something, and I could have done something if I had been watching more closely. Or not let him go on his own.

Yeah. I suppose I could. What if Jeff gets angry at me, though?

[even_a_moment]

I feel the same.

He won't get angry if I don't follow, and he's too far by now for me to know where he's going. I wish I could help. I want James to be safe.

[feelslike_magic]

Alright, I'll unlock the door. Give me a few minutes.

I want him to be safe too. He's my brother. And Jeff is my boyfriend. *sigh* Why can I never actually do anything?!

[even_a_moment]

I'm not tremendously patient on this particular point.

You don't have to worry about James. Jeff will save him. But Jeff may get himself hurt in the process.

[feelslike_magic]

I'm coming now.

...that doesn't actually make me feel much better. I hope James and Jeff are both unhurt. And what if the people who got James hurt him before Jeff got there?