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Time to emo this shit up....
I'm done with all of this shit. I'm done with believing everyone's fucking lies. I'm done with fake ass bitches. I'm done with people that act like they're my friends, but talk shit behind my back. I'm done with people that fucking cantradict themselves all the fucking time. I'm done with all the guys that think they can grasp control over me and get whatever they fucking please. I'm done with letting myself go to guys that tell me what I want to hear... for now on I am not going to believe a word you fucking say. And I'm done with all the bitch ass, stuck up people at my school. Fuck all of you.... I hate this bullshit.
I get hurt everytime I fucking try. What the fuck do I do wrong. I want to be the girl that a guy wants to have a relationship with. I mean... seriously, do I have a fucking sign on my head that says free fuck? That's not what I am about. I'm so sick of having that god damn reputation when it's not even fucking true. I'm just like any other girl. All I want is for someone to care about me and respect me and to think I am beautiful. But that never seems to happen. I always end up gettign fucking hurt. I'm like a magnet to dissapointment and let down. And at the same time that all of this shit is going on I am losing one of my best friends. Fuck this shit. I cna't wait until I am out of this fuckign school and everything that happened in these years won't even matter. I can start everything off new. Start a new fucking life. Because I am so god damn sick of the one I am living. My parents instegate everything, everyone at my fucking school hates me, I have a shitty reputation, I'm failing 3 of my god damn classes, I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend that doesn't want anything to do with me, and everyone that I start to have any feelings for hurts me. I'm also out of weed.
P.S. Valentine's Day is overrated.