im gonna drive and never, ever slow down.
tomorrow is the last day of summer.
and im looking forward to it.
alyssa, christina, dj, and i are going to disneyland for the last time.
alyssa got a job there. dj works there. chris and i feel left out.
i guess djs dating some dancer in fantasmic. he has a nice back.
i miss ren. isnt that pathetic?
but i miss him.
and im not going to kick myself about doing it.
scottys trying to get into my pants. some creep had the nerve to tell his friend to talk to me since he was to afraid to. among other things. and i dont want any of it. berts gone. dons gone. and until i hear rens left i will stay on him. at least school is starting, so i can forget about my lack of closure, once and for all.
sigh. i dont know, maybe ill just...... forget it all easier than i think i will. today i went to paso cause i had to get out of burbank. some guys were like "heeeeeey ladies" to us. what the fuck? i mean..... thast just creepy. i liked the new york guy casue he went "..wow.." being wowed is a compliment. heing heeeey ladied is just creepy.
i am never going to be in a relationship again. not because i dont want to, but because i have the worst luck ever. i swear.
whatever.
i hope everyone has a great day at school!!!
i know you will.