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The strangest freakiest thing happened today. I woke up about 6:30am with some ambition. Not sure what dreams I was having that might possibly triggered this, but I actually thot of hiring associates and making some extra $ off of them and maybe even hiring an office person to handle some of the processing. I already know multiple people already who'd take some of this work, but I'm not sure if the risk and potential pain in the ass-ness would be worth the maybe $5k to $10k per annum. I should do it less for marginal profit, but so I can be an owner of the photography biz rather than a photographer. Act my age and stuffs cuz I sure can't fuck or footy like when I was thirty. Reminds me of debate I had with Robin at Kirala. I said Fuck and Run is about Liz regretting being slutty w/o enough consideration. She said it's about guys consistently failing her. Is that same?
The reason I was up at first daylight is cuz I've been manipulating sleep so I can be central time for wedding in Dallas this weekend. I took Temazepam, 2 antihistamines, and a melatonin and woke up groggy. I have to plan for august wedding in Montana, but can't decide whether to make a big ass road trip out of it or fly. Gas would be at least $400 which would be about as much as the flight, but car rental would be extra. And I don't have to cut down on gear if I drive and I can Yellowstone. Weirdly, Ryan emailed back asking to shoot for me. I got a second shooting gig with Alex at Henry Miller lib in Big Sur for 7/5 which I'm hoping to have to cancel due to my own wedding. And improbably, I got another second shooting Hindu gig in Dallas the day after Tony's wedding and possibly an engagement session on Monday in Dallas. I'm gonna be damn tired.
There are all these places I wanna go like NYC and Reykjavik and Paris, but I gotta stop traveling with money I don't have. I hope I put in the effort to learn Korean enough to go this winter. I'm envious of Den who is currently running around England in one of these http://www.wickedcampers.co.uk with Eileen. Wish I had a gf to do stuff like that with. I have 3 weeks open in July rt now and would love to do an Alaska cruise, but costs almost double for singles. How come no one talks about upsides of living solo?
The reason I was up at first daylight is cuz I've been manipulating sleep so I can be central time for wedding in Dallas this weekend. I took Temazepam, 2 antihistamines, and a melatonin and woke up groggy. I have to plan for august wedding in Montana, but can't decide whether to make a big ass road trip out of it or fly. Gas would be at least $400 which would be about as much as the flight, but car rental would be extra. And I don't have to cut down on gear if I drive and I can Yellowstone. Weirdly, Ryan emailed back asking to shoot for me. I got a second shooting gig with Alex at Henry Miller lib in Big Sur for 7/5 which I'm hoping to have to cancel due to my own wedding. And improbably, I got another second shooting Hindu gig in Dallas the day after Tony's wedding and possibly an engagement session on Monday in Dallas. I'm gonna be damn tired.
There are all these places I wanna go like NYC and Reykjavik and Paris, but I gotta stop traveling with money I don't have. I hope I put in the effort to learn Korean enough to go this winter. I'm envious of Den who is currently running around England in one of these http://www.wickedcampers.co.uk with Eileen. Wish I had a gf to do stuff like that with. I have 3 weeks open in July rt now and would love to do an Alaska cruise, but costs almost double for singles. How come no one talks about upsides of living solo?