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so weirdly enough, life has been pretty good. these last two days have been hard but i havnt really had to worry about to much. this whole drama thing is stupid and i let it get to me. i talked to my mom about going out to yuma, and as we all say we want to get out of the house and i really do. but the lil girl in me isnt ready to leave her mommy and thats what i would have to do if i went to high school out in yuma, id have family but not my mom. and some of the people here i would really miss there smiles and faces. i dont think i could leave. but anyway.
even though i told my mom i was done with choir and i would finish out the month, at practice last night she said that she changed her mind and wasnt going to let me quit, so i went off on her screaming and yelling. she just laughed at me. and then offerd to buy me my own cell that i didnt have to pay for and i told her that she could do that and buy me that car infront of us and i STILL wouldnt go back. and then i was like WHATEVER MOM i cant stop me from going anywhere. your in control of my life. whatever. so then i said well now that im still in it. i would like that cell phone.... PICTURE PHONE. and she was like WHAT? nooo... then i said no, to late i "upgraded" the idea. to bad for you. so now she ows me a phone. haha. anyway.
so 9 days till texas. and i have the prettiest dress, may not be the best color but i get to keep it and use it again?? OH OK! winter formal. haha <33