2/8
My grandfather died yesterday and I'm half way across the world. I miss him an incredible amount even though I knew it was coming - he'd been in hospice almost 2 weeks. The thing that makes it worse is that here I am in Hungary, ready to fly back to the states at the drop of a hat to go to a service for him because he really did mean that much to me - I can't think of many other people I would do that for - even in my family, and I find out that there is to be no service, so now what am I supposed to do? It seems a little ridiculous to me, and completely unfair - or maybe that's just me.