Oct 08, 2007 10:22
I have never hated school. School has been hard before, and I've not wanted to do it, but I've never hated it. This semester is horrible as of now, my teachers are awful (some of them cannot even be understood) and the work load is a little ridiculous. For instance tomorrow I have a Genetics test (EVERY 2 WEEKS) an environmental test and my lab notebook due in Environmental. Followed by (on Wednesday) an Abstract Algebra test an AIDs test and my AIDs journal due - I mean...sounds like fun right?
I'm taking 18 hours this semester, something I'm not unfamiliar with, and I like 4 hours worth of classes. My problem is I don't see doing well as a choice. I have to, I have to do well and go on and be completely independent, when in reality, I'd just like a little break. I know the content of Budapest could be a lot harder, but at least I'll be taking less of it (IF I hopefully get in).
Can anyone make the voice in my head that says "do well or this will ruin your life" shut up?
I'd really appreciate it, even maybe bake you some cookies.
almost 21
studying.