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So, I suppose that I could write an entry about today. It seems like it has been such a bad, bad day..
Physics- did part of a lab.. felt like throwing up most of the time
Psych- the class talked about college for most of class then we got back on the topic of perception.. I should have taken that time to work on my math review but I was just so physically and mentally exhausted
Calc- quiz.. had NO CLUE how to do any of it.. only finished half.. told her I was coming in tomorrow morning to make it up.. but really do not want to.. but really really have to.. told her that my review was written in pen so that I could turn it in tomorrow.. but still haven't worked on it.. can't much stand that class.. let alone understand it
Spanish- had a big test that I did not study for and think that I bombed it
Choir- tenors had sectionals so I chilled..
English- talked about something.. took a quiz on the book that we are supposed to be reading.. haha.. talked about a project
Mads tryouts- sucked up the big one.. that didn't really bother me though.. I knew that I wouldn't make it.. what can I say.. my left brain holds the dominance.. I'm not supposed to be artistic
I realized that choir next year is gonna suck because the only people that I can stand are either graduating or moving to madrigals.. I'm not sure if I even want to do choir next year.. I'll think about it..
Hmm.. maybe I would have gotten a little bit farther on the math quiz had I not been shivering violently when Jen said that it was actually hot in the room.. My symptoms today: shivering, nausea, headaches, light headedness, most sore throat that I have had in my life.. I think there was more but I don't remember, but that sore throat.. OH MAN.. it was so bad that I was having bad tastes in my mouth all day..
So, for some reason.. I am positively dreading school tomorrow, and I don't know why.. all of my tests and quizzes were today, but I just really don't want to be there anymore. I mean.. next year should be SO much better.. but I think that I even want that to be over.. I've been looking at colleges.. and I just want to be there.. I do not want to be at Glenelg anymore.. I need this to end.. and I need it to end soon because I do not think that I'm gonna make it much longer. I want it to end, I know that it isn't going to end well because I'm not doing well right now, but at this point I don't care.. I really don't. I just want to stand up and walk out and someone mentioned that it might lead to suspension, but I wouldn't mind that.. I think that I could live with that right now..
Who am I? When in my life would I ever come to this.. I'm failing.. and I would be willing to risk suspension.. Who is this person? Never in my life have I been this miserable. I've always anticipated summer, but this is crazy. I don't know who I am.. who I'm becoming, and I don't like this new person.. I'm about ready to give up..
I've been saying this a lot lately, and I've always hated people that said this, but, I quit.
Physics- did part of a lab.. felt like throwing up most of the time
Psych- the class talked about college for most of class then we got back on the topic of perception.. I should have taken that time to work on my math review but I was just so physically and mentally exhausted
Calc- quiz.. had NO CLUE how to do any of it.. only finished half.. told her I was coming in tomorrow morning to make it up.. but really do not want to.. but really really have to.. told her that my review was written in pen so that I could turn it in tomorrow.. but still haven't worked on it.. can't much stand that class.. let alone understand it
Spanish- had a big test that I did not study for and think that I bombed it
Choir- tenors had sectionals so I chilled..
English- talked about something.. took a quiz on the book that we are supposed to be reading.. haha.. talked about a project
Mads tryouts- sucked up the big one.. that didn't really bother me though.. I knew that I wouldn't make it.. what can I say.. my left brain holds the dominance.. I'm not supposed to be artistic
I realized that choir next year is gonna suck because the only people that I can stand are either graduating or moving to madrigals.. I'm not sure if I even want to do choir next year.. I'll think about it..
Hmm.. maybe I would have gotten a little bit farther on the math quiz had I not been shivering violently when Jen said that it was actually hot in the room.. My symptoms today: shivering, nausea, headaches, light headedness, most sore throat that I have had in my life.. I think there was more but I don't remember, but that sore throat.. OH MAN.. it was so bad that I was having bad tastes in my mouth all day..
So, for some reason.. I am positively dreading school tomorrow, and I don't know why.. all of my tests and quizzes were today, but I just really don't want to be there anymore. I mean.. next year should be SO much better.. but I think that I even want that to be over.. I've been looking at colleges.. and I just want to be there.. I do not want to be at Glenelg anymore.. I need this to end.. and I need it to end soon because I do not think that I'm gonna make it much longer. I want it to end, I know that it isn't going to end well because I'm not doing well right now, but at this point I don't care.. I really don't. I just want to stand up and walk out and someone mentioned that it might lead to suspension, but I wouldn't mind that.. I think that I could live with that right now..
Who am I? When in my life would I ever come to this.. I'm failing.. and I would be willing to risk suspension.. Who is this person? Never in my life have I been this miserable. I've always anticipated summer, but this is crazy. I don't know who I am.. who I'm becoming, and I don't like this new person.. I'm about ready to give up..
I've been saying this a lot lately, and I've always hated people that said this, but, I quit.