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Nov 29, 2005 16:47

Hi.

The semester is almost over, and I'm very glad. I'm not sure what my grades are going to be like though. I was extremely lazy this semester (for example: I just napped for like 4 hours - 12pm to 4pm - and I've got plenty of work I could be doing). It'd be great if I'd be better next semester, but I'm not sure if I see that happening. My schedule is a little better though. My earliest classes are at 9am, and that's only on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Hopefully since I won't be going to class so early, I won't nap later on in the day when I'm more productive. I'm not a morning person. I get up three times a week at 4:30 for PT and then I'll go to class until like 11, and all I want to do when I come home is nap. Hopefully next semester I won't be on remedial either, but since I failed my PT test today, it's not looking good. I'm going to try my best to motivate myself to work out consistently over break, and hopefully they test us again when we come back in January and I'll get another chance to get off. I did horrible today. I added 42 seconds on my run time. I don't know why.

Maybe it's stress.

College is cool in the sense that it's like your whole year is over every semester. You have completely new classes and a whole new start. Your GPA still carries with you, but you're done with your classes in a few months. That's a good thing. I wish my major (Nursing) wasn't such a heavy course load as it is, so I could take like classes that I don't necessarily need to take but that just sound fun. But that's not happening, my semesters are too full as it is.

I miss my boyfriend. A lot. I wish more than anything that we lived in the same city. Or at least a little closer. The 1 1/2 - 2 hour drive that separates us is really a lot. We see each other almost every weekend, and that takes up my whole weekend, and I don't get any homework/studying done. I'm sure that's contributing to my lack of stellar grades, but my priorities aren't always (or ever) straight, and I put him first. Then sleep, food, and anything else I can think of to put before homework, like writing in my LJ. Plus if he was here (or I was there), I'd probably nap less, and just be more motivated in general to do work. And I'd be much happier.

Butttt, he's definitely not coming here (he hates Tampa, and has made up his mind to hate USF, I'm not sure why. He's just pretty stubborn). He wants me to come up there, which wouldn't be a totally bad thing, but there's so much that goes with it. I have ROTC here, established friends that I would miss, I don't know - everything.

Okay I took a break from writing this and got pissed off, as usual, and I don't feel like writing anymore. I don't want to erase it because I already wrote half of an entry. Maybe I'll continue later.
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