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my sister is gone, nothing but fighting in my house anymore, and im the one who gets the most abuse. uggh I hate when my dad is angry at my sister and takes it out on me because there is no one else to take it out on.
im still in the process of looking for a job. No one wants to hire me, i think it's because of the fact that I look 14. As soon as i get a job I'm going to go on a payment plan with my dad to buy my sister's car off of him. She's really not allowed to have it and he doesnt want it, so it sits in my driveway saying "Jacqui drive me," well not really but it would be nice to have my own car.
can't shake this cold. I feel fine, some days, but i still have this awful cough that wont go away.
School is not so bad, it's not boring because my teacher seems to like what he's doing. And the time goes by quick, im almost done my 2nd week an dthen 4 more to go.
i've been thinking alot and i really didnt mean to make chris look like such a bad guy, he's really a great guy, one of the best guys i know, he's one of the few that can bring a smile to my face when im sad. I made a mistke and now i have to live without him. Maybe I wont get a second chance but at least I got a first one with him. I miss him and I still care about him so much, but it looks like it's another girls chance and I hope he's happy with whatever he does, and that he knows that I am here for him if he ever needs me, as a girlfriend...friend... or whatever.
and now im done...
im still in the process of looking for a job. No one wants to hire me, i think it's because of the fact that I look 14. As soon as i get a job I'm going to go on a payment plan with my dad to buy my sister's car off of him. She's really not allowed to have it and he doesnt want it, so it sits in my driveway saying "Jacqui drive me," well not really but it would be nice to have my own car.
can't shake this cold. I feel fine, some days, but i still have this awful cough that wont go away.
School is not so bad, it's not boring because my teacher seems to like what he's doing. And the time goes by quick, im almost done my 2nd week an dthen 4 more to go.
i've been thinking alot and i really didnt mean to make chris look like such a bad guy, he's really a great guy, one of the best guys i know, he's one of the few that can bring a smile to my face when im sad. I made a mistke and now i have to live without him. Maybe I wont get a second chance but at least I got a first one with him. I miss him and I still care about him so much, but it looks like it's another girls chance and I hope he's happy with whatever he does, and that he knows that I am here for him if he ever needs me, as a girlfriend...friend... or whatever.
and now im done...