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I feel very alone... not in a friend way but in a loved way. not the love friends have for you but the love that someone specific has for you. I hate that i can't even get a phone call out of him. Friends huh? thats what he wants to be? well why wont he act like it? I'm sick of complaining about him to people, but I just can't get him off my mind. I think pictures are the worst invention ever! well not really, but I wish I never took a picture with him or of him cause all i seem to do is stare at it when I'm in my room by myself. Ugghh the relationship was bad so I dont know why I want it back. I want to start over. I have to let it go, I have to let him go. It's hard, really hard. I'll eventually get there.
last few days here at school... it's weird, I finished my first year of college. I feel like I matured, well kindda, hahaha. I am actually looking forward to next year. The living situation is going to be 1000X better, and I'm really hoping to get casted in one of the shows. I've been working hard, and a couple of professors have told me that I am a really good actress, so maybe 2006-07 will be a good school year. I'm hoping it will be. So i'll be home for the summer starting Wednesday.
Busy summer ahead of me, and I can't wait to start it.
last few days here at school... it's weird, I finished my first year of college. I feel like I matured, well kindda, hahaha. I am actually looking forward to next year. The living situation is going to be 1000X better, and I'm really hoping to get casted in one of the shows. I've been working hard, and a couple of professors have told me that I am a really good actress, so maybe 2006-07 will be a good school year. I'm hoping it will be. So i'll be home for the summer starting Wednesday.
Busy summer ahead of me, and I can't wait to start it.