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y'know, i'm tryin really hard to get over my inability to show the people i care about just how much i really care about them. what a sad problem! i suck at showing the people i love that i love em! but i'm really workin on being less selfish, more aware, and more compassionate... still it seems when i try to go outta my way these days, nobody appreciates it. maybe i'm going about it all wrong. maybe the things i think are special, aren't really special... but i'm trying! i'm determined to quit being such a big, ugly, brick wall!
i'll be getting paid in a few days.. a nice big fat check with five weeks worth of pay! FINALLY i'll be able to decorate my new home, and get out and explore the night life! i've been livin on bare mins the last two months -- think it's time i treat myself to a little somethin somethin.. or a lotta somethin somethins..
i forsee a trip out to riley's farm in my future...pumpkin pickin, bbq'in, apple bobbin... yes! can't wait for halloween!
i'll be getting paid in a few days.. a nice big fat check with five weeks worth of pay! FINALLY i'll be able to decorate my new home, and get out and explore the night life! i've been livin on bare mins the last two months -- think it's time i treat myself to a little somethin somethin.. or a lotta somethin somethins..
i forsee a trip out to riley's farm in my future...pumpkin pickin, bbq'in, apple bobbin... yes! can't wait for halloween!