Mar 17, 2009 23:36
I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition. I think that is the only reason I have gotten through the past few months so valiantly. He was right (he usually is); what's done is done, and instead of dwelling on the negative side of things, you simply have to get on with life.
I've taken that into account in so many situations since then, and I've found the levels of my stress, the levels of my unhappiness and uncertainty have completely disappeared.
I am so lucky.
I wish I was turning 21 with my best friend on Saturday.
Another 4 months for me.. I'm such a baby.
I also wish it was Sunday already...
I miss him so much.
(FIVE days)