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I've had a lot to think about in the last 20 hours.
And I've concluded that I don't like walking away (except from arguments). From conversations, events, people... Because I don't like endings.
Even something distasteful becomes tolerable over time because it's familiar. And once something familiar has ended, then the unknown comes into play.
So maybe it's not the ending I find so repulsive, but instead the prospect of facing a nebulous future.
It's the dumbest thing ever, I know. But it's me.
And I've concluded that I don't like walking away (except from arguments). From conversations, events, people... Because I don't like endings.
Even something distasteful becomes tolerable over time because it's familiar. And once something familiar has ended, then the unknown comes into play.
So maybe it's not the ending I find so repulsive, but instead the prospect of facing a nebulous future.
It's the dumbest thing ever, I know. But it's me.