Hello!
I've created a new journal because I feel like I want to write again. I'm not sure exactly what I want to write about. Probably jibberish, mostly.
LJ looks a little different than it did on my last visit. I suppose that was about a year and a half ago. I ended a relationship, lost the plot a bit and deleted my journal. Trying to delete the memories, I suppose. I did a lot of deleting last Summer... and shredding, and smashing, and burning, lol. It was all a bit crazy, but I found it very therapeutic at the time.
I'd love to say that I've learned so much over the past year and a half, but I really haven't. Have I grown up? Not really, I'm not sure I ever will. My chosen username of comfort_blankie shows the extent of my maturity, lol. I have a big fleecy blanket that I like to put over me when I'm lying on the couch. Not because I'm cold, but because it's a comfort thing. It makes me feel all snug and safe. I'm happy to report that I have grown out of sucking my thumb, though. :P
These days I live in Merseyside, UK with my boyfriend, Andrew. For the first time in my life, I'm in a stable relationship. Because I've been used to things being a bit tumultuous with men in the past, I sometimes find myself wondering if everything's ok with my current relationship, just because everything is going so well. That sentence didn't make much sense, did it? lol. Basically, I'm just not used to things being so easy. I've never trusted a man completely before, nor have I ever been completely trusted before. Everything is so refreshingly different with Andrew, it's lovely.
I'm going to leave it there for today, and now I'm going to see if I can find any of the old friends I used to know on here.
LJ looks a little different than it did on my last visit. I suppose that was about a year and a half ago. I ended a relationship, lost the plot a bit and deleted my journal. Trying to delete the memories, I suppose. I did a lot of deleting last Summer... and shredding, and smashing, and burning, lol. It was all a bit crazy, but I found it very therapeutic at the time.
I'd love to say that I've learned so much over the past year and a half, but I really haven't. Have I grown up? Not really, I'm not sure I ever will. My chosen username of comfort_blankie shows the extent of my maturity, lol. I have a big fleecy blanket that I like to put over me when I'm lying on the couch. Not because I'm cold, but because it's a comfort thing. It makes me feel all snug and safe. I'm happy to report that I have grown out of sucking my thumb, though. :P
These days I live in Merseyside, UK with my boyfriend, Andrew. For the first time in my life, I'm in a stable relationship. Because I've been used to things being a bit tumultuous with men in the past, I sometimes find myself wondering if everything's ok with my current relationship, just because everything is going so well. That sentence didn't make much sense, did it? lol. Basically, I'm just not used to things being so easy. I've never trusted a man completely before, nor have I ever been completely trusted before. Everything is so refreshingly different with Andrew, it's lovely.
I'm going to leave it there for today, and now I'm going to see if I can find any of the old friends I used to know on here.