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[feelin_lucky797]

Well im not the type of person to yell at someone over a journal entry just because i can't tell it to their face...All i have to say is that i din't realize you would get that pissed, and i wasn't trying to hurt you...sorry if i did, but to be honest i think the real reason your mad, is because now u can't call him yours anymore, not that i did it

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[foxylilroxi27]

I cant belive your nerve. I mean yeah it sucks that hes not "mine" anymore but he never really was, was he? and im not angry because of your reputation because your the one who makes it. Its not like you were known as a slut before you started acting like one. And its not that im not saying all this shit "to your face", but honestly knew you would read my Lj entry so its just like saying it to your face, its just that i dont really want to talk to you right now. and know why i am so god damn mad? its because what you did is somehting a SLUT would do and i dont want to be frineds with someone who doesnt even respect themselves. and know what one of your own best firends said the other day? Pascale, its gone way past her acting like a slut now, shes done acting shes already became a full blown whore. and dont say youve tired to appoligize a million times you have called me once... god damnit ONCE. and if our friendship is once phone call to you then fuck it. ive said it before and ill say it again you made our bed now lay in it

[feelin_lucky797]

UMMMMMMM don't know who said that about me, but maybe they should say it to my face, and then ill believe it...and don't get me started about loosing friends over a reputation, because you have too, and caused me to loose friends over your reputaion, so i am sorry for what i did, but now you are just being hypocrtical...if you want to know why i didn't want to tell you in front of everyone, and i denied it, it was because of this, and i only thought about it after it was already done..I know!!!! i am an idiot and don't think things through, but i have said im sorry, and the way we left it, i don't really know waht to say to you, if i call anymore we are only going to be reapeating ourselves, and beating this whole thing to death! im sorry, u have a right to be pissed, but don't try to make it seem like i am some horrible friend who doens't give a damn about our friendship, because until now i could have said the EXACT same thing to you...you have even admitted that you didn't even want to be my friend anymore before this, and that

[foxylilroxi27]

uh sorry you lost friends over my reputation there is a difference though i have made one huge mistake and after that i never have again... ive been respectable for everything else.. you have 7 times. Maybe the saying you just cant teach and old dog new tricks is true. i sincerely believed you were changing laura... look i hardly even care about matt like whatever. but if you cant manage to respect yourself there is no way in hell i am going to respect you. and i simply cant be firends with someone who i dont respect. i have gotten out of our frienship once and then i thought you were changing so i got back in it. but doing this flips everything right back around. i realize your sorry but ive believed you wont do stuff again 7 times and i can only believe so much. so im stuck in a position where i dont know what to think. and about your friend who says that.. you best believe it cuz no one says anything to your face anymore.. theres a whole world you dont know. and i have stuck up for you so many times..when people say "oh

[feelin_lucky797]

well alot of people wouldn't call what you have done respectable since its not like you were even going out with any of the boys you have hooked up with. I know that the same applies for me but i am not trying to say that its respectable. I have made a ton of mistakes, but if you think about it, i am 16 and you are only 14. I never would have dreamed of doing some of the shit you do when i was 14, and the stuff that you are saying i am a slut for when i am 16, is the same stuff you did when you were 13! so go ahead call me a slut, but there is a little perspective for you. And if there is some whole world i don't know about, id really love to know, because as far as im concerned, i have a much larger group of friends at our school than you, so i must be doing something right. And You can't say that i have made the same mistakee 7 times, because you and i both know that they weren't all. I may have done the same thing 7 times, but that doesn't mean they were all a mistake. And as a matter of fact i have tried to call you about three

[foxylilroxi27]

we may be different ages but we are in the same grade so we have matured the same way... because you were 13 in 7th grade or whatever it means you would have done what i have done in 7th grade which is completely different than 9th grade. think what you wnat though just i dotn even know why you are trying to make me seem like a slut because its not like thats gunna get you any brownie points. whatever

[feelin_lucky797]

u compare us in grade when its convienient to you, and i would beg to differ on the whole maturity issue. You act like ur fricken five years old, so that makes it even worse, at least i am mature enough to handle these situations.And i wasn't calling you a slut, i was just telling him everything you have done, so since all i was doing was telling the truth, and u seem to think that is slutty then i guess you consider yourself a slut too!

[feelin_lucky797]

oh and so the "person" who was supposedly saying that shit about me, is YOU!!!! so shut the fuck up and stop putting words in peoples mouths. I know who you were trying to blame it on and they said that you were the one saying it all and they just wanted to get off the phone with you so they were just like "uhh i gues" so yeah don't try to blame the shit you say about me on other people!

[foxylilroxi27]

its good to know that 5 year olds can distinguish who used them and who doesnt when 16 year olds cant. ha and i didnt say that shit alex did and averys super cool for telling you that. and im sure they wanted to get off the phone with me cuz they called me? you seriously need to get your shit straight and of course alex isnt gunna be like yah okay i said that... anyway he was pry kidding anyway but he sitll said it. he even told me on the phone today and asked why i told avery about it. whatever laura i want to be firends again sort of but after saying that shit all i have to say is go fuck yourself. i mean honestly im not the only one that was concidering rethinking the frienship.. its just avery is too indecisive to stick to her thoughts and she doesnt want to be in the middle of all of this. and its good to know i act like im 5 sorry i dont care what people think i like to have fun weather im gunna be judges or not as opposed to you who is like "omg avery your so stupid" in front of people just to make yourself look better.

[feelin_lucky797]

Ok well alex told me a whole different story, so did u ever think that maybe he isn't being honest with u? And u sure don't sound like you want to be friends. I was the one that was saying we need to make up and stuff, and you were the one saying that u never wanted to be my friend again! i like how u change ur story every two seconds. And of all of us, u are the one that is the most insecure. Even my mom had notcied how u are so insecure about ur looks that u have to put other people down ALL the time because of their looks...and avery knows that i am kidding when i say she is dumb, i am just as dumb some times, adn i don't even know why u brought that up!?!?! And i guess u don't know avery very well tehn cuz u are totally putting words in her mouth. I bet u loved it before i cam along cuz u could control avery and she would just do what u say, but now she knows what its like to not have her supposed friends treat her like shit. Im not scared of losing her as a friend cuz i know i have been a good one to her. Ur jsut scared cuz if