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(4th/11/04) Had this on Private for 2 days...here...its also on my side thing over there <<<
i had a burst of cerativity...and well...i dunno what it sez about me...wen i get into the swing of writing...*sigh*
*please forgive these words i say*
please forgive these words i say,
they never mattered anyway.
the thoughts of you torment my mind,
and it hurts my soul to leave behind,
all the things you promised we'd be.
I lost myself along the way,
maybe i'll find myself, maybe- one day.
too many tributaries taken,
all my love was foresaken.
Please forgive these tears i cry,
there was no sense to let them lie.
your voice is etched upon my mind,
almost as if it were signed,
with the words forever more
'Dont come back to me again,
i never loved you, not even THEN.'
you took it so easily,
played and toyed with it so briefly.
please forgive my trembling body,
you took me over so goddamn coldly.
suspending my heart strings were found,
torn out so briskly without a frown,
so emotionless and unloving.
your eyes with lies were filled,
the look to have taken, to have killed,
continue to bore into the depths of me,
and im not sure of what they could see,
maybe it was my evident weakness,
the one you made within me surface.,
i wasnt going to wait for that day
that day when you would say-
'you are my world.'
I knew it would never come,
that was already known by some,
but did i listen? no not i,
and now i say this with a sigh.
i am so sorry i was not able
to give what you needed to be stable,
please forgive these words i say,
i always loved you forever, and to this day.
Please forgive these words i say.
i had a burst of cerativity...and well...i dunno what it sez about me...wen i get into the swing of writing...*sigh*
*please forgive these words i say*
please forgive these words i say,
they never mattered anyway.
the thoughts of you torment my mind,
and it hurts my soul to leave behind,
all the things you promised we'd be.
I lost myself along the way,
maybe i'll find myself, maybe- one day.
too many tributaries taken,
all my love was foresaken.
Please forgive these tears i cry,
there was no sense to let them lie.
your voice is etched upon my mind,
almost as if it were signed,
with the words forever more
'Dont come back to me again,
i never loved you, not even THEN.'
you took it so easily,
played and toyed with it so briefly.
please forgive my trembling body,
you took me over so goddamn coldly.
suspending my heart strings were found,
torn out so briskly without a frown,
so emotionless and unloving.
your eyes with lies were filled,
the look to have taken, to have killed,
continue to bore into the depths of me,
and im not sure of what they could see,
maybe it was my evident weakness,
the one you made within me surface.,
i wasnt going to wait for that day
that day when you would say-
'you are my world.'
I knew it would never come,
that was already known by some,
but did i listen? no not i,
and now i say this with a sigh.
i am so sorry i was not able
to give what you needed to be stable,
please forgive these words i say,
i always loved you forever, and to this day.
Please forgive these words i say.