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[feelgoodgunman]

I...have no idea where I am...some hotel?

My head is pounding...I don't think I've had that many in quite awhile...

Where the hell is-Oh.

...Oh.

Tidus?

Say something. Please.

Yazoo? I hope you still don't get it...
I can forgot it, if you don't get it

Maybe Zexion was right...or maybe I'm just a whore?

[[ooc: yes, I know the party isn'

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[solcandeo]

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And what exactly do you want me to say, Irvine? “Good morning, sunshine, did you have a good time last night?”

Or, I know, how about: “So did you end up in that hotel room of yours alone or did you stop and pick up some cheap fuck along the way?”

[feelgoodgunman]

...

I-I'm alone.

Tidus, please, don't be like that...

Will you let me explain? At least let me do that, please?

I mean, I know how it looks but, it ain't like that, babe...

[solcandeo]

*sarcasm* Oh well isn’t that a relief. You managed to restrain yourself.

Explain? What’s there to explain here? You kissed someone else last night when I was sitting in the very same room. It seems pretty simple and self-explanatory to me. Or are you planning on feeding me some bullshit about how he started it? I’d rather not listen to you lie right now.

…Don’t call me babe. You don’t get to do that. Not after last night.

[feelgoodgunman]

Tidus, don't be like this, please...

No, Tidus, that's not what I was going to say! And, you're right, that would be lie...I -did- start it, but you have to listen to me b-ah, Tidus. It was *realizes how lame he sounds and mumbles* a birthday present...

Please, don't be mad~

[solcandeo]

Be like what, Irvine?

A birthday present? …A birthday present? *bitter laugh* Right, because that makes perfect sense and everything so much better. What do you take me for? I may have let everything slide by last time you decided to flirt with him, but… not this time. I’m not your toy, Irvine.

It’s a little late for that and you know it. If you cared so much about whether I would be mad or not why didn’t you come talk to me last night? Fuck, why did you do any of this in the first place then?!

[feelgoodgunman]

N-nevermind.

I-I know it doesn't! Tidus, please-No, I know you're not a toy! Tidus you have to believe me!

I didn't know what to say last night! I'm sorry Tidus! And after what Zexion said, I didn't know what to do!
I wasn't thinking...I...oh Ramuh -hides face behind hands-

[solcandeo]

Obviously you don’t know that. I don’t believe you. I don’t even see any reason why I should even bother believing you.

You could have said something! Anything! It would have been better then just leaving me to sit there!
And what did Zexion say? Did he propose cheating on Demyx with you in some sordid love affair? Oh wait, I forgot. He isn’t you.
But I think you were. Why else would you make sure that it happened behind me, out of my line of sight. Or when I was talking to someone else? No, you were thinking just fine.

[feelgoodgunman]

But I do! I swear, I know! Tidus, I'll do anything to prove it, but you have to believe me!

Anything!? What would you have had me say!? What would you have believed, honestly??
-winces- No, that isn't what he said at all...
Because I knew you would misunderstand it all like this! I knew you wouldn't believe what I said! That's the only reason why!

[solcandeo]

What do you even think you could possibly do to prove something like this? You’ve done enough to shatter any trust I had in you before. Give me one good reason why I should believe you now.

I don’t know!!! I don’t know if I would have believed anything, okay?! I just… you… damnit Irvine.
Then what could he possibly say to confuse you so much?
If you knew I’d misunderstand then why did you do it?!
Let say for a second that I believed you about this whole birthday thing. What the hell kind of present is that? Most people give cards on birthdays, Irvine. But no, you have to go off an kiss someone when they clearly don’t even want it.

[feelgoodgunman]

I-I don't know Tidus...I I'm so sorry... I just don't know...

That's why I didn't want to say anything then! Tidus, I'm sorry...
I wasn't thinking! I just...assumed things would work out!
I didn't have anything else at the moment...-turns red 'cause he knows he sounds stupid-
I...-defeated-...-curls up on bed- I'm sorry...

[solcandeo]

Right… exactly. You don’t know.

So putting it off like that really made it better, you think? Made me want to believe you any more then I would have last night?
You assumed that I would just brush this off as nothing? Irvine, I can’t do that! I can’t sit around and pretend that everything would be the same. And I can’t say that I wouldn’t wonder ever time you left what you were doing.
You didn’t have anything else? Is that seriously your answer? Wow… great reason to screw your entire relationship over.
I really, really wish that was enough…

Irvine… I’m leaving the 7th Heaven.

[feelgoodgunman]

No, no it's just-
That's not what I meant, Tidus!
I-I mean...
No! Well, yes, but-

And...and me..as well?

[solcandeo]

It’s just what? If you’re going to say something then do it! Don’t keep cutting off like that!
Then what did you mean Irvine? I’d really like to know.

…Yeah. Yeah I am. So… goodbye or whatever. It’s been fun.

[feelgoodgunman]

No....nevermind...
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...Bye..Tidus..