Bartender, I really did it this time.....
My mood is so out of control I hate it. The only time I feel good is when I take Concerta. It's sick. My therapist wants me to be put on it, my pyscho lady disagrees so fuck her, I'll go to my regular doctor about it & get a note from mr therapy. My health is horrible. I am tired ALL the time, keep getting sick on & off since October & am now getting dizzy headaches. Just make me better already dammit.
Florida is in less than two weeks!!! Oh, you have NO idea how much I need it. The break from work, from friends, from dad. Mostly from work, they've been driving me mad lately pulling me here & there & everywhere!
I'm going to the REHAB concert tonight with Rachel, Kelly, Ashley, Chelsea and ALL of our boyfriends. haha It's going to be a blast, we're drinking beforehand & I for one plan on dancing my ass off.
Kaitlin comes home 5 days before I leave so I am going to be spending a lot of time with her for three of those days & then again when I get back. She might even be here for my birthday!!!!!
Amanda moves before I get back. I'm finding more & more that we have both changed A LOT & I feel like our friendship just isn't important anymore, it's based on superficial things & it's just not the same. She is certainly not the same person, I hate it. But people change. I'm sure we'll always be friends, just not as close as we were before last year.
I go back to school this coming semester. Freaks me out, makes me SUPER nervous. I don't want to fail, I hate failing but I think being in therapy & coming to some MAJOR realizations has helped a lot. Plus, if I get Concerta that will most definitely help.
I'm moving home in April. David & I will still be together obviously but he knows how much I need to save money & he respects that. He's getting his own place. I sure do love him. We had a really long talk about it & he is so damn supportive. ♥
So some sad/angry things but mostly good. YAY! And I cannot wait for tonight, another two hours here at work?! AH! I am SO anxious to get going.:-\
ha, my dad is horrible. I got my Canon Powershot for Christmas :-] That's all I wanted from him......I am SO SO excited! He asked my sister when he should give it to me, I told her I could wait, as long as I have it for Florida right?! RIGHT! :-]]]]]] YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!
Florida is in less than two weeks!!! Oh, you have NO idea how much I need it. The break from work, from friends, from dad. Mostly from work, they've been driving me mad lately pulling me here & there & everywhere!
I'm going to the REHAB concert tonight with Rachel, Kelly, Ashley, Chelsea and ALL of our boyfriends. haha It's going to be a blast, we're drinking beforehand & I for one plan on dancing my ass off.
Kaitlin comes home 5 days before I leave so I am going to be spending a lot of time with her for three of those days & then again when I get back. She might even be here for my birthday!!!!!
Amanda moves before I get back. I'm finding more & more that we have both changed A LOT & I feel like our friendship just isn't important anymore, it's based on superficial things & it's just not the same. She is certainly not the same person, I hate it. But people change. I'm sure we'll always be friends, just not as close as we were before last year.
I go back to school this coming semester. Freaks me out, makes me SUPER nervous. I don't want to fail, I hate failing but I think being in therapy & coming to some MAJOR realizations has helped a lot. Plus, if I get Concerta that will most definitely help.
I'm moving home in April. David & I will still be together obviously but he knows how much I need to save money & he respects that. He's getting his own place. I sure do love him. We had a really long talk about it & he is so damn supportive. ♥
So some sad/angry things but mostly good. YAY! And I cannot wait for tonight, another two hours here at work?! AH! I am SO anxious to get going.:-\
ha, my dad is horrible. I got my Canon Powershot for Christmas :-] That's all I wanted from him......I am SO SO excited! He asked my sister when he should give it to me, I told her I could wait, as long as I have it for Florida right?! RIGHT! :-]]]]]] YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!