This is what makes me feel better when I am mad - BITCHING.
I just need to bitch so I am going to do it here.
First, my older sister is a fuckin IDIOT. They are getting evicted from their house because they owe $2700.00 rent. She claims it all started when Bob got laid off from Eagle Pitcher but that is a bunch of bullshit. He got laid off and he was making $749.00 every TWO weeks and their rent is $800.00. So basically in one pay they had rent covered but my brother-in-law is so stupid that he lets my sister take his ENTIRE paycheck and spend it so they got WAY behind. Now they want to move to Standish with his mother who Stacey complains about ALL the time. She refuses to let the kids stay with my mom until they can get back on their feet and now she's going to take them 2 1/2 hours away from us? I seriously can't handle that, I don't want to handle it and I simply can't. It's too much, those kids are a BIG part of my life. It's going to be hard for me just to move away from my family. Stacey needs to learn to help herself, she expects everything to be handed to her and she is a HORRID mother.
Second, my younger sister's best friend has been treating her like shit lately. She ditches her EVERY time they're supposed to hang out - EVERY single time. She came over last week, cried and fought with her parents so that she could stay the night and then left 40 minutes later for her boyfriend's house after her and Katie had not hung out in two full weeks. Then last night they didn't want to hang out with her but they were hanging out with everyone else and mind you I have heard all of her friends say they like Katie better than Meghan. So I couldn't handle it anymore ( I am WAY protective of Katie ) and I sent Meghan an e-mail this morning just telling her that I know this is her and Katie's battle to fight but she needed to know how she was making Katie feel. I also refrained from bitching her out which is what I REALLY wanted to do and even asked for her side of the story so I could get a better perspective. We'll see what response I get.
Third, I need to start going to church again. I miss it & I need it to bring back my faith that I've lost once again. I feel so lost but I know Jesus will help me find my way. So now I have to go on a church search. I guess I'll just go to a different church every Sunday until I find one that I love.
Fourth, I feel like I am going crazy. There is so much drama and stress around me that it is stressing ME out and it shouldn't but I worry so damn much that I am letting it all get to me. So tonight I am going to float on the lake with my love and enjoy some couple time and this weekend we are going to see my family and float down the AuSable River. I need to just stop worrying, they are not my problems and whatever happens happens. So today I resolve to take a deep breath and when I let it out I am going to let out all the stress with it.
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First, my older sister is a fuckin IDIOT. They are getting evicted from their house because they owe $2700.00 rent. She claims it all started when Bob got laid off from Eagle Pitcher but that is a bunch of bullshit. He got laid off and he was making $749.00 every TWO weeks and their rent is $800.00. So basically in one pay they had rent covered but my brother-in-law is so stupid that he lets my sister take his ENTIRE paycheck and spend it so they got WAY behind. Now they want to move to Standish with his mother who Stacey complains about ALL the time. She refuses to let the kids stay with my mom until they can get back on their feet and now she's going to take them 2 1/2 hours away from us? I seriously can't handle that, I don't want to handle it and I simply can't. It's too much, those kids are a BIG part of my life. It's going to be hard for me just to move away from my family. Stacey needs to learn to help herself, she expects everything to be handed to her and she is a HORRID mother.
Second, my younger sister's best friend has been treating her like shit lately. She ditches her EVERY time they're supposed to hang out - EVERY single time. She came over last week, cried and fought with her parents so that she could stay the night and then left 40 minutes later for her boyfriend's house after her and Katie had not hung out in two full weeks. Then last night they didn't want to hang out with her but they were hanging out with everyone else and mind you I have heard all of her friends say they like Katie better than Meghan. So I couldn't handle it anymore ( I am WAY protective of Katie ) and I sent Meghan an e-mail this morning just telling her that I know this is her and Katie's battle to fight but she needed to know how she was making Katie feel. I also refrained from bitching her out which is what I REALLY wanted to do and even asked for her side of the story so I could get a better perspective. We'll see what response I get.
Third, I need to start going to church again. I miss it & I need it to bring back my faith that I've lost once again. I feel so lost but I know Jesus will help me find my way. So now I have to go on a church search. I guess I'll just go to a different church every Sunday until I find one that I love.
Fourth, I feel like I am going crazy. There is so much drama and stress around me that it is stressing ME out and it shouldn't but I worry so damn much that I am letting it all get to me. So tonight I am going to float on the lake with my love and enjoy some couple time and this weekend we are going to see my family and float down the AuSable River. I need to just stop worrying, they are not my problems and whatever happens happens. So today I resolve to take a deep breath and when I let it out I am going to let out all the stress with it.
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