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[feelbutterflies]

i do this thing a lot. i wonder if the words i'm speaking or the look i'm giving will be the last ones i give to someone. since you just really never know. i'm scared of a regret as strong as that. i probably shouldn't think about it so much, but i can't help it sometimes.

i have more money in my bank account than i've ever had before at one time but i feel pretty indifferent to it. i haven't been buying anything so i guess that's good.

i don't know what to be for halloween.

edit: and my new hair for autumn: