So Kat cracked tonight. I can't say I saw it coming because I honestly didn't. I really do love her and she's my best friend and she treats every single person as if they were going to be gone tomorrow and I love that about her. But no one fucking cares. With the exception of myself and her two friends Allie and Danielle. I really feel bad because she doesn't deserve this torment. I hope she feels better and if she disappears, well then she can take me with her because I just told the kid I have a "crush" on that I have a crush on him. And uhm, that's definitely one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. =( Watch me go kill myself?! Yea, thanks. Right about now, I really hate life. And I wouldn't mind leaving with Kat, even if it was just for a day, I'd fucking leave with her. She's the only friend that actually fucking cares enough about me to realize that some people aren't going to wake up the next morning. What if I was the next person to just die in my sleep? Do you think people would be upset? Other than my family of course, I really don't think anyone would care except her, only because we treat each other the way we wish we got treated by our "friends." God, I want to die right now. And I think each other is all we've got to save us right now.
Time for the quizzes, maybe I'll feel better if I laugh.
Take the quiz:
"What Kinda Kiss R U?"
Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.
Take the quiz:
"What kind of eyes do you have?"
Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....
I got the same answers as Sam lol. =)
Take the quiz:
"How do you fuck?"
You kinky fucker you!
Well... you sick fuck you... You got some kinky shit in your head. You are good at what you try to be good at... If you are into it and not too drunk the fucking will be great...
LOL WOW. Oh man... =X