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ahh i can feeeel the burnn.
god damnit.
so i went to the beach yesturday. kaitlin kept getting all the hott guys to stare at us. stupid idiot kept throwing our soccer ball over to them. wow alright if it wasnt obvious enough that we were looking at them then she had to throw balls at them. that sounded kind of weird. wow okay whatever.
but honestly, i need a change. because im just not happy with myself anymore. i realized that what i do to myself is wrong, and its not making matters any better. but i need to get some help. and i dont mean help from a therapist i mean i need help from a friend. or family. just someone that i can trust and talk to. because i feel forgotten. not only by my friends, but my family.
and it's killing me.
so please. if i have a friend, tell me?
i dont care what you do just let me know that our friendship still exists.
i need some static lullaby right about now.
god damnit.
so i went to the beach yesturday. kaitlin kept getting all the hott guys to stare at us. stupid idiot kept throwing our soccer ball over to them. wow alright if it wasnt obvious enough that we were looking at them then she had to throw balls at them. that sounded kind of weird. wow okay whatever.
but honestly, i need a change. because im just not happy with myself anymore. i realized that what i do to myself is wrong, and its not making matters any better. but i need to get some help. and i dont mean help from a therapist i mean i need help from a friend. or family. just someone that i can trust and talk to. because i feel forgotten. not only by my friends, but my family.
and it's killing me.
so please. if i have a friend, tell me?
i dont care what you do just let me know that our friendship still exists.
i need some static lullaby right about now.