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well, i had a stern talk with myself on things that i should do in the new year. i know it is early (but we ARE getting closer......*wink, wink*), but there are a LOT of things i need to work on. i think that i should do whatever comes to mind, and stop thinking that i should be trapped. i need to get out and LIVE. i mean, im still young, but my

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no. i totally understand. that is actually how i feel in MANY ways. I need and want to go for my dreams. like you said, there is only one shot at life, why not live it to the fullest. i cant say that im not totally and completely shy, but i can say that i am VERY comfortable in my own environment, and going outside it, kind of scares me. I am so tucked up. I just need to get out there. not in a slutty or bad way, just do what I want to do!!!! I need to do this before it is too late. This new year is a great time to start on all the things i want to do and WILL do! =]

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thank you so much. i know that you didnt mean for it to sound bad, but i just wanted to state that i dont want to feel like that kind of person. but thank you so much for listening to my rants. :) Its good to talk to somebody about besides myself (and my camera...just got a new one and keep filming!!! tee hee) it is good to get it out there, this way i kind of know that it will come true.

BTW: just posted a new fanfic!!! *squeelssss*

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you and i just seem to be on the same exact page, and i have not been able to talk with someone on the same page with me in a very long time. (My best friend goes to a different school and shit like that so i NEVER get to see her, and you are just that saving grace) i totally agree, no one does wants to talk to someone who doesnt listen. and i know exactly how that feels. I used to have a friend like that with the "me, me me." "i, i, i, i's" and i never had any time to talk about my day or what was going on with me because she would just go on on some other charade. She was that kind of person that stressed about everything (ex: "MY PARENTS ARE GETTING A DIVORCE!!" when really they are thinking about going on a THIRD honeymoon and just arguing over where to go.) i just thank god that she is no longer one of my best friends. She was such a total and unbelievable bitch (pardon my french. tee hee.) and held me back from what i really wanted to be, and told me some pretty mean things about myself. so, that rant is over and done. geez, i

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thank you Arabella.

they have to create drama that doesn't exist OMG. you have NO idea HOW MUCH i hate people who do that. and the world just seems to revolve around drama, y'know? UGHGHHHGHGHGHGHGh! hate it.

on the Jacob note, that is why i wrote this =D i am so tired of Jacob lovers, i mean, they still write him EXTREAMLY well. but i just want Jacob to be the bad guy. haha. well, g'night. i need my well deserved sleep....after just quickly trying to write the second fanfic, check it out. haahaha. toodles.