Dec 12, 2004 15:52
bored......timmy had 2 friends over last night n one of them was rahil who is at my house till thursday!!! n if ne of u know rahil u know how annoying that can be.......i am at my g-rents right now and i have been here since 12 wrapping x-mas prsent n stuff........umm i think i am still in a fight with court not hat i know y cuz she won't talk to me and she will rplly get pissed that i am putting this in my lj cuz she will get mad if i tell people wut is going on even though she has done the same and it is obviously my buisnnes to so i can tell who i want...fuck it if she doesn't want to talk to me fine but she needs to realize that when all of a sudden she wants to be BFF agains i might not be there waiting for her and waiting till the nixt time this happens...i have always been there for her but aparenlty she hasn't always been there for and apparently she won't be there in the future....i want to talk things out with her but i geuss the feeling isn't mutual but incase she changes her mind that is great but if not too bad.....and i really hope she reads this cuz i always try not to cause drama and i have a habbit of not telling people when i am mad at them or getting mad when i should but this time i am telling her and i don't want to hid eit from her it is just stupid to do that i am sick of her treating me like shit....when i have never did that to her and she can say i did all she wants but until i see proof i don't see ne time i have treated her like she has treated me.......................FUCK IT!!!