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ok this weekend was awesome n terrible....friday night i went to the movies with some people....but saturday i thought it would be awesome...i had court zan erica kristin liz n kyle spend the night at my house....kyle was the mistake there was so much drama and we snuck kyle out of my house in the morning with ut a problem but then courts rents apparently read her lj and a few other peoples...i odn't blame r rents for being up set but i do blame them for invading privacy...i talked to my mom and she said she doens't want to know everything about my life she said she doesn't have a right to know but apparently courts rents have a different view on it....as long as her rents never read my lj i am ok they have no right to read my thoughts unless i want them to and i don't...n i am sorry court if this is upsetting u but the reason i have this lj and the reason i always will is to mlet how i feel out and that is wut i am doing....i am not in to much trouble my mom didn't even yell at me i just can't do sleep overs for a while it will plly last a few weeks thats it...my dad hasn't been home yet n he will prlly yell at me a lil but my mom will tell him to calm down n i will walk away then my rents will be the ones arguing it always happens...so basically i am not in to much trouble but court that is another story....another school won't fix ne thing it will make things worse...n her rents don't relize that and as far as i know they won't let her calmly explain things to them and they really should my mom did and she understood where i was coming from she didn't blame me for some of the points i made....going to a new school won't stop court from talking to people at shaker they can't protect her forever and there r bad things and every school...ugh there is so much i want to say but incase some i reads this that doesn't have a right to iwon't continue and it isn't right that i have to censore my thought just incase someone reads this knowing they will get mad knowing they don't have a right to read it without me knowing and saying it is ok...if someone gets mad over how i feel i am sorry but i won't change who i am to make other happy there r some things i don't like them but i don't want them to change just and i am sure thoughs people who have different thoughts then u n don't argue back with u and don't get mad at u cuz of ur thoughts r the people that will change the world for the better...and my position on that won't change everyone needs to learn who they r and they won't ever being able to do that my being pushed into something they don't want, chances r they will rebel against it and they wil never be able to find who they really are even if it is at this age at r age is usually the time when they r finding out who they really are and by being forced to do something will just set them in the wrong direction and they will think it is ok to do that to others when it isn't