Life is going swimmingly!
It's been a hard week but things are looking up on the homefront...work still sucks, but beginning to see a light at the end of the tunnel there too. First time in years I've tried on a new swimsuit and didn't want to immediately puke...so I bought it. This losing weight thing is odd. I love what I look like in the mirror, but sometimes I feel that I need to give this body back to the rightful owner or something. I mean, sometimes I don't feel like myself. I know I've worked really hard to get here, (and have more to go,) but I've gotten so used to feeling dissatisfied with myself, that I almost feel like I must have left my real body somewhere, and am only borrowing this one. I know that is really dumb. I just need to get used to the change is all. And it's all good.