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I have been silent of late, mostly because I am still making my way out of the valley of evil, but getting closer to the light all the time.
My husband left me when I had to make room for my child. Most say I am better off. Suppose so, at least about being a mommy. I am thrilled to have this second chance to finish what I started 12 yrs ago.
I have been dating, mostly to try and fill a void, and have met some great new friends. I have been told I don't give myself enough credit, and not to try to rush things. I want to find my next true love, but I am finally getting the message...finish getting over the last one first.
It really would not be fair to anyone new to have all of this pain and anguish to deal with. I cry daily. The tiniest thought of him will cause tears to squirt out of my eyes like a frikin' waterblaster. Unwelcome, unbidden, and uncontrollable.
I know I will one day find another love. The right one hopefully. Next time.
Oh, and the latest news that has caused me so much devastation...He is dating a woman that has two girls, one of them 16, still living at home.
WTF?