ahhh the ol' once a week-ish update...
ok...time to tell you the past weeks....interesting-ness.
well me and my mother dearest went on a road trip to pick up my sister from DC.
that was one fucking interesting trip...never want it to happen again.
me and amanda have been hanging out more since I got home because I have been kinda ify with life right now. things are peachy but it still sucks like amazingly! (I dunno if you get that but it made sense in my head)
I saw mike ettl yesterday driving by my house...kinda weird but cool since the only peole from babylon that I still see/talk to are ones that graduated before me and not my own class...whatever
I am back into modeling after quitting it for a month or so.
I still hate it but I guess its the only thing I do well and cant complain much about.
hopefully sometime soon I will be gettin my ass out into the city to look for another studio and photographer and fun shit like that.
Amanda has been yelling at me because I am too pussy to say what I feel about someone to anyone other than her...becuase well...what I feel for him kinda scares me and I dont wanna ruin anything with him.
me and amanda had a laugh filled night last night. we were making a brownie cake (something that I made that didnt burn!!! w00t fucking w00t) we made *carb counting brownies...because we couldnt find regular shit...grrr to make up for that we got sprinkles, pink icing in a tube and chocolate icing...plus those little sugar letters for birthdays. we wer on the phone with carlos having tooth pick fights and going crazy with icing. twas a fun filled night with laughing and being stupid high on sugar
for the first time I dont trust my instincts...
my ribs hurt from the pounding when I hear your voice
I dont know what name to call these feelings
I dont know how to tell you what I feel
maybe sometime soon I will understand it
maybe sometime in the near future you will too
maybe not
I'll never know unless I get my head outta the sand
look you in the eye and say 'hello...I feel so'
yea thats all I got so far and after reading over it it kinda sucks...but I'll get over it...I hope you will too.
I am off to the bed...well couch since I am at amandas house.
*hugs and kisses* toodles
well me and my mother dearest went on a road trip to pick up my sister from DC.
that was one fucking interesting trip...never want it to happen again.
me and amanda have been hanging out more since I got home because I have been kinda ify with life right now. things are peachy but it still sucks like amazingly! (I dunno if you get that but it made sense in my head)
I saw mike ettl yesterday driving by my house...kinda weird but cool since the only peole from babylon that I still see/talk to are ones that graduated before me and not my own class...whatever
I am back into modeling after quitting it for a month or so.
I still hate it but I guess its the only thing I do well and cant complain much about.
hopefully sometime soon I will be gettin my ass out into the city to look for another studio and photographer and fun shit like that.
Amanda has been yelling at me because I am too pussy to say what I feel about someone to anyone other than her...becuase well...what I feel for him kinda scares me and I dont wanna ruin anything with him.
me and amanda had a laugh filled night last night. we were making a brownie cake (something that I made that didnt burn!!! w00t fucking w00t) we made *carb counting brownies...because we couldnt find regular shit...grrr to make up for that we got sprinkles, pink icing in a tube and chocolate icing...plus those little sugar letters for birthdays. we wer on the phone with carlos having tooth pick fights and going crazy with icing. twas a fun filled night with laughing and being stupid high on sugar
for the first time I dont trust my instincts...
my ribs hurt from the pounding when I hear your voice
I dont know what name to call these feelings
I dont know how to tell you what I feel
maybe sometime soon I will understand it
maybe sometime in the near future you will too
maybe not
I'll never know unless I get my head outta the sand
look you in the eye and say 'hello...I feel so'
yea thats all I got so far and after reading over it it kinda sucks...but I'll get over it...I hope you will too.
I am off to the bed...well couch since I am at amandas house.
*hugs and kisses* toodles