Mar 09, 2010 22:27
Wow, i actually stayed home today, how rare is that? Anyway, it wouldn't last more than a day, unless im sick or something. Most of the time, i like to be out and about! Can't seem to keep my ass at home though.
Did SOME productive things like vacuuming my room ( solely my room cause one minute i was quite enthusiastic about cleaning the whole house, and the next, i was like argh, whatever, im too tired and i'll just do mine. So i guess this is what period does to you aye - mood swings!) , painting my toe nails ( tried painting my fingers but it turned out hideous after doing my left hand), made a hair appointment tmr and erm, i guess that was about it.
Just earlier i was watching Teen Cribs on MTV, and OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS, HOW IN THE WORLD DO THESE KIDS GET SO DAMN LUCKY?! No seriously, im not exaggerating. Their houses are as big as probably those of celebrities! They have their own cinema with a popcorn machine, their own fully equipped gym, a play room with pool table & arcade games, a huge swimming pool & hot tub & SO MUCH MORE. Wow, im impressed. Strangely though, it was kinda motivational. Makes me wanna work hard, earn big money and get a house like this someday!
That aside, im still quite pissed with my folks for not letting me go to bintan with my usuals. IT'S JUST BINTAN AND IT'S ONLY 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT! That's even shorter than a chalet stay! >>:( They didn't even try to rationalize with me, or maybe we could talk about it and compromise or something?! No. The only sentence that came out from my mother's mouth were " NO NO NO NO NO." Tell me, how do i carry on convincing them with such response that doesn't make you feel like talking anymore. They always say " Life's short, you should eat anything you want" but why can't they apply that to travelling as well?!
It's not like i asked for this heart condition & it's not like i had a choice. But still i think me and sis accepted it very well and we are behaving like every normal kid, not trying to let this condition of our hinder anything in our lives. The only thing now that im asking for is to let me go overseas with my FRIENDS, since you don't even bring us on holidays anymore, since like i was primary 4?! The rest were all thanks to club rainbow. If they didn't have any annual trips, i bet i would have been stuck in Singapore for 10 years and counting. Argh, okay, whatever, talking about it makes me fuming mad.
Okay, i got a $10 voucher from Spotlight. Im thinking i should head down and see what junk i can get from there.
& i think my lappy is about to die on me. It's sending me signs. Firstly my laptop takes ages to shut down, or rather it doesnt shut down even after waiting for close to half an hour. Next, my itunes is always on and off. Like it can be playing my song for one minute and the next thing i know, it shuts down on its own. Shit, i think i need to get a hard disk soon to back up all my data. ALL THOSE PICTURES AND SONGS! :O This is bad,really bad. Ugh, why is everything screwing up?