Nov 18, 2004 02:08
"...and i'll know my song well before i start singing..."
yeah. i want to know my song well. so lately, as cliche as it may sound, i've had an insatiable hunger for knowledge. i want to be well-informed. i want to be knowledgeable. i don't, like most of the population, want to pretend like i know what i'm talking about when in all actuality, i have no fucking clue. i don't want to become a product of the system. i don't want to be ignorant as to what is going on around me. and most importantly, i don't want to form an opinion until i've heard both sides. and that's hard. because that requires doing research. and often times, i don't feel much like doing research. but it's critical if i want to achieve all of these things. i just worry that if i fulfill all of my wants i'll end up to be one of those pretentious, pseudo-intellectuals, and i REALLY don't want that.
some random thoughts:
i love how i never, ever learn from my mistakes.
mulholland dr.= fuckin awesome.
the truth certainly does hurt.
the major difference between high school and college: you actually learn stuff in college. and there are waaaaay more vending machines.
i found something that i'm passionate about and i possibly know what i want to do with my life.
done.