Jul 02, 2004 00:00
i'm in miami right now, here with my sister. the kitchen cabinets just got redone, so the house has been a disaster. i just caught the end of it though. just cause i haven't been around, i think my sister has been expecting me to clean and reorganize the house by myself. and every time she gets into a conversation about any thing of interest or concern, she starts practically yelling, not at me, but uin my face. i really want to go home. i miss my boyfriend and my room. and my cat.
while redoing the wiring behind the telly, the unstable tv stand/wall unit thing tipped over and the television came crashing to the ground. the picture still comes on but it's like watching it in black and white with bright rainbow swirls over the top of it. fuckin sucks.
there's no countertop yet, or kitchen sink. blah. it's midnight and i can't tell if i'm tired or just cranky. i did an exorbetant amount of laundry today. 95% of it wasn't mine. the dryer is broken, of course, so the laundry has been to the ceiling. i was going to drop it off for wash and fold service, but there was SIXTY pounds worth and it would've cast fifty dollars. ridiculous. so i did other people's laundry in a laundromat for two and a half hours. there was some movie that the clerk put on while i was waiting, the general's daughter. your normal movie, just kind of ugly subject matter. i could've definately gone for something a little more uplifting, or soothing.
back at home, my boyfriend is slowly trickling into my paartment. our apartment, rather... one thing that i've been consistent about in this journal, besides the pictures, i s how much organizing i've been doing lately. and the thought of all of these things that he's bringing in without me there, moving things and finding room for them, makes me feel ... ansy to say the least. i got into a fight with him over the phone. my sister and her friend who's staying here is contagious with their stress and immaturity. i'm always getting interrupted, and consequently yelled at because they can't keep their excitement at indoor, sitting right in front of you, levels.
i went to go see fahrenheit 9/11 and it was sold out, on a wednesday. that's a good sign.
wheni go back to tally, i'm going to need to find a job pronto. thank god i've had the ability to not go to work part- or full-time. wouldn't it be nice if i left early...... i'm starting to feel spiteful. and that's not good. eh. maybe i'll write more later. i feel restless.....