so long sweet summer...

Sep 06, 2004 00:56

yet another summer has come to an end. as i sit here in remembrance i have come to realize that it wasnt that bad of a summer.

it was by no means my one true summer, but it was a summer of learning and maturing. i took my space from people and shut out people hwo i realized were doing nothing but bringing me down in life. i knwo in a sense some might find that as an immature move, but for me it was a pretty wise one. why sitt and suffer in the presence of someone who you truly deep down inside have no remorse for them? the best thing anyone can do is just shut them out, at least that was the best thing for me.

i grew up, i decided what i am going to do wiht my next 10 years, or at least my next 3. i shed my childish facade (for the most part), but i have yet to find myself. but alas, i am torn in the midst of my adolescence.

i met some great people this summer, people who taught me what i wanted to be and what i dont want to be. i over analyzed a lot of things this summer, i dug in for a deeper meaning than what was actually there. truth of the matter is, you have to take everything for what it is worth and what it could be.

i want to thank everyone you spent this summer with me. i do deeply love you. i didnt spend it with too many people for an unmentioned reason, and i think it is best for the reason to remain unmentioned.

goodbye summer of 2004, you served your purpose and i thank you as well.
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