in loving memory of...THE SHARK!
thats it. its on it's "death bed" so to speak.
the problem: engine valves.
the cost: too much money
the result: my mother and i are going to look for a new car today.
i kind of dont want a new car. i am really upset about this. i know it was an old car but i definitely thought i was going to have at least another year on it. its going to take one hell of a car to make up for this loss. i really do love my car.
it will "run" at 30 mph max for the most 1 more week. and thats it. it actually sounds like a boat or a lawn mower. and the SMELL! it smells like a gas station. the the constant ringing of the shocks. i feel so bad for the poor thing. i know it is just metal but i swear my car had feelings. oh my car....
ADD ON:
this morning is just a morning of goodbyes. jay left, i know i'll see him friday but i dont think it is ever going to be the same. the fact that he wont be 5 min away from me anymore is going to be really hard to cope with once my normal routine gets back on track. i was talking to him mom for an hour this morning and i do really like that woman. we weret alking about how he makes everyone happy by just BEING in the room. i dont know what it is about that boy but he has something and i am so grateful for that something he has. i love him! i have told him how much i love him, but i dont think he fully understands HOW MUCH i honestly LOVE him. i think the phrase has just become redundant in his mind because i say it so much.
oh and i know all of you will want to know this so...
JASON FEINKIND
NJIT
Cypress Hall #410B
180 Bleeker St.
Newark, NJ 07103-3914
i have directions in my house if anyone wants them.
i am probably going to visit him sometime this week if i have time. the ONE MAJOR THING IS HE CANT COME BACK TO WAYNE THIS WEEK AT ALL!!! i dont know if any of you understand this but he NEEDS to be there and meet people. if we just let him come back he wont be moving forward in anyway. i mean what will happen next year when WE all go away? he wont have anyone and it will be worse off for him. so please guys talk to him fine ok but DONT let him come back here.
RENT can finish off anything.
"Your eyes
As we said our goodbyes
Can't get them out of my mind
And I find I can't hide
From your eyes
The ones that took me by surprise
The night you came into my life
Where there's moonlight I see your eyes
How'd I let you slip away
When I'm longing so to hold you
Now I'd die for one more day
'Cause there's something I should have told you
Yes there's something I should have told you
When I looked into your eyes
Why does distance make us wise?
You were the song all along
And before this song dies
I should tell you I should tell you
I have always loved you
You can see it in my eyes"
the problem: engine valves.
the cost: too much money
the result: my mother and i are going to look for a new car today.
i kind of dont want a new car. i am really upset about this. i know it was an old car but i definitely thought i was going to have at least another year on it. its going to take one hell of a car to make up for this loss. i really do love my car.
it will "run" at 30 mph max for the most 1 more week. and thats it. it actually sounds like a boat or a lawn mower. and the SMELL! it smells like a gas station. the the constant ringing of the shocks. i feel so bad for the poor thing. i know it is just metal but i swear my car had feelings. oh my car....
ADD ON:
this morning is just a morning of goodbyes. jay left, i know i'll see him friday but i dont think it is ever going to be the same. the fact that he wont be 5 min away from me anymore is going to be really hard to cope with once my normal routine gets back on track. i was talking to him mom for an hour this morning and i do really like that woman. we weret alking about how he makes everyone happy by just BEING in the room. i dont know what it is about that boy but he has something and i am so grateful for that something he has. i love him! i have told him how much i love him, but i dont think he fully understands HOW MUCH i honestly LOVE him. i think the phrase has just become redundant in his mind because i say it so much.
oh and i know all of you will want to know this so...
JASON FEINKIND
NJIT
Cypress Hall #410B
180 Bleeker St.
Newark, NJ 07103-3914
i have directions in my house if anyone wants them.
i am probably going to visit him sometime this week if i have time. the ONE MAJOR THING IS HE CANT COME BACK TO WAYNE THIS WEEK AT ALL!!! i dont know if any of you understand this but he NEEDS to be there and meet people. if we just let him come back he wont be moving forward in anyway. i mean what will happen next year when WE all go away? he wont have anyone and it will be worse off for him. so please guys talk to him fine ok but DONT let him come back here.
RENT can finish off anything.
"Your eyes
As we said our goodbyes
Can't get them out of my mind
And I find I can't hide
From your eyes
The ones that took me by surprise
The night you came into my life
Where there's moonlight I see your eyes
How'd I let you slip away
When I'm longing so to hold you
Now I'd die for one more day
'Cause there's something I should have told you
Yes there's something I should have told you
When I looked into your eyes
Why does distance make us wise?
You were the song all along
And before this song dies
I should tell you I should tell you
I have always loved you
You can see it in my eyes"