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hmmm.. well i just got back from the day after tomm.. and i must say.. it was a good fucking movie.. i mean the fucking storyline.. the camera's... everything.. it was awesome.. well im doing a little better on another situation.. im a little more comfortedi really like her a lot :-/.. but im distressed in another.. jesus as one thing goes.. another comes..
well about a year ago my dads friend alvin killed himself with a handgun.. he was intoxicated and fucked on valium/xanax... then about 6 months later his other friend took his life with a shotgun.. ive been thinking back on these events.. i mean i wasnt alvin's best friend.. that was my dads job.. but i do recall going over there and laughing at his stories and him giving me random things.. i guess this is what makes me straightedge.. knowing that 30 years of drinking and drugs can lead to mass depression.. which ive already got a problem with.. but yea.. what got me started on these thought were the "anti-edge" people.. i can see where they come from as far as views.. a lot of the sxe people i know are assholes.. which i try not to be.. i mean anyways.. to all you druggies and drunks: why start a downhill spiral? why try to numb things when it just makes shit worse? why waste money on stupid things you can do without? i can understand some addictions.. but the people who come to school bragging about their eventful weekends of total intoxication. what the fuck are these people thinking? it takes one mistake to change everyone. fuck it. keep it up. kill someone. if you were only killing yourselves i wouldnt care.
xxxkale
well about a year ago my dads friend alvin killed himself with a handgun.. he was intoxicated and fucked on valium/xanax... then about 6 months later his other friend took his life with a shotgun.. ive been thinking back on these events.. i mean i wasnt alvin's best friend.. that was my dads job.. but i do recall going over there and laughing at his stories and him giving me random things.. i guess this is what makes me straightedge.. knowing that 30 years of drinking and drugs can lead to mass depression.. which ive already got a problem with.. but yea.. what got me started on these thought were the "anti-edge" people.. i can see where they come from as far as views.. a lot of the sxe people i know are assholes.. which i try not to be.. i mean anyways.. to all you druggies and drunks: why start a downhill spiral? why try to numb things when it just makes shit worse? why waste money on stupid things you can do without? i can understand some addictions.. but the people who come to school bragging about their eventful weekends of total intoxication. what the fuck are these people thinking? it takes one mistake to change everyone. fuck it. keep it up. kill someone. if you were only killing yourselves i wouldnt care.
xxxkale