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what the fuck is up. its been a while.. anyways.... im not fully updating b/c nobody reads this fucker anyways.. anyways this weekend was okay i guess it was my easter shit. we didnt get the whole week off.. so its an easter shit. anyways.. i went to dads like friday morn. then dustin called and said we should hang out.. so i went over there and spent the night.. we played gran turismo 3 for a while after we went to mooresville. saturday.. i hung out with jamie... we ate at rockola i think.. sunday i said fuck church b/c its a waste of time. and we went to jamies grandmas in statesville... oh by the way her grandpa just found out he had cancer.. and some other shit happened. we we hung out for a while.. i went home.. then monday we went to charlotte. after going to her grandmas again.. so anyways i bought the trustkill dvd. its awesome.. and the killswitch cd.. its awesome too.. we went and ate at rockola again.. well anyways we were almost home .. and her mom called and was like.. i need kale to run me to the hospital in statesville.. so.. i fuckin booked it to her house and took her mom to the hospital.. and it turned out that her grandpa had, had a heartattack a day or so before.. i mean god damn this shit.. so i spent the night with jamie.. it was fun we watched movies.. but i mean when i we came in her brother was crying.. i mean its fuckin sad.. everytime i see the guy hes super nice to me.. he doesnt deserve this shit.. and niether does her grandma.. its fucking tearing there family apart.. i dont want her to lose two grandpas in nearly 2 years. its not right.. things like these are the reasons i dont have any religous belief. i used to.. but now i really dont fucking care... i mean it seems like all the good people die... .... ... things like these make me such a pessimistic person. i seriously hate the world.. i mean im not going to kill myself because of it or anything.. but i would kill someone else because of it.. i seriously hate people.. almost everyone.. i really cant wait to the next show i go to im ready to hit and kick some fuckin shit.