Heavy Sigh
After a verry emotional week last week, this week has been better. Me and an old friend went on a date tonight, he's actually one of the first furs I met IRL. I am fond of him as a friend although I'm not going to get my hopes up of us becoming more. Don't get me wrong, I like him a lot, and I think he likes me, it's just, I have difficulty letting my guard down, and letting people get close. A few rare exceptions have managed to get past my defenses, but they have never been able to be more than just friends. I hope me and him can become more, but well just have to wait and let things unfold as they will. There's another friend who has been weighing heavily on my heart all week, he has health issues that aren't his fault, and are due to bad doctors, he doesn't deserve whats happening to him.