First journal
Well I guess it is about time I got one of these new fangled things. Most of my friends believe i need to be more open, and what better way to be open then with the net. I can say just about anything and not have to worry about being censored or being told I am wrong. Hell who knows this whole use of a LJ may lead me to a ground breaking, moral shattering, life changing decision.... but I doubt it.
Hmm i wonder how the world, no just maybe those I know see me. This is an even that would leave me completely open for blackmail and embarrassment. So do I trust what I write or should I just go and limit myself to only writing about things that matter instead of my feelings to safgaurd against any future embarrassment. Bah I truly am a cynic at heart. I think the worst of everyone and everything. there in no best case scenario there is only the worst and that is it. The thing is should I change or should i even care. As it stands I dont care about it I just want to go on living life the way I do is that so wrong. I dont know anymore.
Oh well it is time for me to end this tired diatribe of mine, but i leave with one question for any one who reads this which I highly doubt but oh well. When does the lie you tell everyone become the truth and you are just deluding yourself?
Fedde
Hmm i wonder how the world, no just maybe those I know see me. This is an even that would leave me completely open for blackmail and embarrassment. So do I trust what I write or should I just go and limit myself to only writing about things that matter instead of my feelings to safgaurd against any future embarrassment. Bah I truly am a cynic at heart. I think the worst of everyone and everything. there in no best case scenario there is only the worst and that is it. The thing is should I change or should i even care. As it stands I dont care about it I just want to go on living life the way I do is that so wrong. I dont know anymore.
Oh well it is time for me to end this tired diatribe of mine, but i leave with one question for any one who reads this which I highly doubt but oh well. When does the lie you tell everyone become the truth and you are just deluding yourself?
Fedde