The standard crap of life.
So lets see time for an update on the boring exsistance i call a life. Well hmmmm. Ummm im prolly going to move out to where Zach and ty and Bea are. Mostly cause i need a change of pace and that sounds like as good of place as any. PLus I will be wth in driving distance of my favorite people in the whole world....Thats right my nieces, oh and there mom and da i guess. On the subject of Fathers i had an interesting run in with mine recently. He managed to have a heart attack and i started freakin out as i had just talked to him 2 days prior. Now the normal thing to do at this point is get worried and prepare for the worst. Now my problem was that i had just gotten over some mild depression over some personal stuff that id rather not make public. Now i had to deal with the thought of losing my dad. Granted we have never had a good relationship but hell he is still my father. Now the part that really got me all sorts of messed up was the fact that i wasnt depressed over him dieing or anyhitng like that i was more like, meh to quote Ashley. Now this bothered me greatly i mena he was layed out on the other side of the country no way for me to get there and see him and there i was not really all that upset about him being very sick. Like i said that really bothered me. I called a few friends and talked to them and to those that i talked to thx for the advice. I would have called some others but i didnt feel like making a burden of myself. If t one thing i have always said i was good at it was weathering emotional issues. But this was different. well enough with the depressing self analysis stuff.
Umm highland war is fast apporaching and i have gotten the time off to go so i think i will be going this year. Even though i have to watch a house this whole july by myself...Yeha i know how horrible huh. Its nothing new though i always get my moms house for the summer cause she goes and visits familyi cant stand or dont care about. Im planning on having a smnall party at my mom's house and even got her blessing as i will be re paitning everything this july anyway. so she is ok with it. Not sure when i m going to do it thoug but i do know that the pool is in good condition the house is spotless and i have spending money given me by my mom. So we will see where this goes.
Other then that i think my life is pretty much the same.
Fedde
Umm highland war is fast apporaching and i have gotten the time off to go so i think i will be going this year. Even though i have to watch a house this whole july by myself...Yeha i know how horrible huh. Its nothing new though i always get my moms house for the summer cause she goes and visits familyi cant stand or dont care about. Im planning on having a smnall party at my mom's house and even got her blessing as i will be re paitning everything this july anyway. so she is ok with it. Not sure when i m going to do it thoug but i do know that the pool is in good condition the house is spotless and i have spending money given me by my mom. So we will see where this goes.
Other then that i think my life is pretty much the same.
Fedde