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[febtobah]

today i was a bitch.
and i think i'm sorry.
no matter how much i think you deserve it,
i'm not sure anyone deserves it. i just don't want to
make you think that i like you. or that really
want to see you. because, honestly, i don't.

i don't think it's so much about what you think
it is anymore. i know it definitely was at one
point. it is a factor. but it is not the motive.

don't let me put you down, please. the best
way to keep me from hurting your feelings is
to not talk to me. i am full of potential energy.
i will explode. i promise. and i am sorry for that.

end letter to you.

i'm losing touch. and i'm not the same person i used to be.