Remember this
I must say, I'm a little depressed. Regardless, I have a message:
Pardon my cliché, but stop trying so fucking hard. It's an amazing thing just to say what you feel when you feel it. Say what you think when you think it. All you will lose are fake friends and useless acquaintances: what do you need them for? Honestly, please think about it. Someone will always love who you are, how you think, what you feel. It's not even hard to find a group of people who can at least appreciate these things. I know this because there are people who truly love me and I have no idea why; I just know now that it's possible. Working so hard to impress people is worthless, prettyface.
It's not impressing me and it's not funny. I know (read: am pretty fucking sure) no one lives for my good opinion, but just stop! We're 22 - I know we're not old. And maybe I feel we're too old to feel cool and laugh about certain things because I was too young. If that's the case, I'm sorry..I'm certainly not rubbing that in anyone's face or wearing it on a fucking t-shirt. It's sad and frankly disgusting. Really just sad. And it makes me sad. I don't want anyone I care about to be in situations I've been in or known others to have been in. It was never funny and not cool. It was pathetic and embarrassing. It just hurts. I forgot that it hurts.
Pardon my cliché, but stop trying so fucking hard. It's an amazing thing just to say what you feel when you feel it. Say what you think when you think it. All you will lose are fake friends and useless acquaintances: what do you need them for? Honestly, please think about it. Someone will always love who you are, how you think, what you feel. It's not even hard to find a group of people who can at least appreciate these things. I know this because there are people who truly love me and I have no idea why; I just know now that it's possible. Working so hard to impress people is worthless, prettyface.
It's not impressing me and it's not funny. I know (read: am pretty fucking sure) no one lives for my good opinion, but just stop! We're 22 - I know we're not old. And maybe I feel we're too old to feel cool and laugh about certain things because I was too young. If that's the case, I'm sorry..I'm certainly not rubbing that in anyone's face or wearing it on a fucking t-shirt. It's sad and frankly disgusting. Really just sad. And it makes me sad. I don't want anyone I care about to be in situations I've been in or known others to have been in. It was never funny and not cool. It was pathetic and embarrassing. It just hurts. I forgot that it hurts.