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why were people not more surprised when they found out rurik and i were together?
maybe it was the years of affectionate behavior and 'sooo, they had sex - weird, but i guess it was going to happen sooner or later.' but SERIOUSLY, clearly, nobody who "saw it coming" knew either of us very well at all. or maybe knew one and not the other, because we are so not like each other at all. one is rational and practical, the other completely neither. hmm..maybe that's it. turns out that that one personality difference is enough. enough. also, one sucks and the other completely doesn't. one's ugly and the other's not. funny thing is, if he read this he would actually get mad. like seriously? harmless ranting, kiddo. OH..there's another thing - one takes things (and themselves) WAY too seriously, and the other doesn't know how. actually sometimes i take myself seriously- but i know when to let things go. oh, maybe i don't because clearly i'm not.
i want to hug someone :(
maybe it was the years of affectionate behavior and 'sooo, they had sex - weird, but i guess it was going to happen sooner or later.' but SERIOUSLY, clearly, nobody who "saw it coming" knew either of us very well at all. or maybe knew one and not the other, because we are so not like each other at all. one is rational and practical, the other completely neither. hmm..maybe that's it. turns out that that one personality difference is enough. enough. also, one sucks and the other completely doesn't. one's ugly and the other's not. funny thing is, if he read this he would actually get mad. like seriously? harmless ranting, kiddo. OH..there's another thing - one takes things (and themselves) WAY too seriously, and the other doesn't know how. actually sometimes i take myself seriously- but i know when to let things go. oh, maybe i don't because clearly i'm not.
i want to hug someone :(