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i'm SO tired. just let
me end. please.
i can't even want
to type.
my eyes burn.
my stomach gurgles.
i want to smash my fist through the next piece of glass that comes my way.
stay away.
so i might just fix some food . fix .
WHY CAN'T I DO WHAT I NEED TO?
who made me so goddamn imperfect?
i'm tired of them. you - out.
am i giving up on too many things?
GO AHEAD - make fun of me for starting and not finishing.
I wouldn't mind finishing a thing here and there so get off my
goddamn back.
i'm thinking about skipping out on this internship. at first when they were making it tough for me, it made me want to stick it to em even more. but now i just feel like giving up. WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT A NEWSPAPER ANYWAY?? not me. nosy, prodding, greasy-faced journalists pushing words into your face. no thanks. i'll do manual labor for the rest of my life.
i tried to donate blood yesterday..and i couldn't. not even that. would've been my 8th pint. isn't that funny? i've almost given a gallon of my life to other people and they won't even let me top it off. iron was too low. the plasma was supposed to go to a little boy. ariel.
me end. please.
i can't even want
to type.
my eyes burn.
my stomach gurgles.
i want to smash my fist through the next piece of glass that comes my way.
stay away.
so i might just fix some food . fix .
WHY CAN'T I DO WHAT I NEED TO?
who made me so goddamn imperfect?
i'm tired of them. you - out.
am i giving up on too many things?
GO AHEAD - make fun of me for starting and not finishing.
I wouldn't mind finishing a thing here and there so get off my
goddamn back.
i'm thinking about skipping out on this internship. at first when they were making it tough for me, it made me want to stick it to em even more. but now i just feel like giving up. WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT A NEWSPAPER ANYWAY?? not me. nosy, prodding, greasy-faced journalists pushing words into your face. no thanks. i'll do manual labor for the rest of my life.
i tried to donate blood yesterday..and i couldn't. not even that. would've been my 8th pint. isn't that funny? i've almost given a gallon of my life to other people and they won't even let me top it off. iron was too low. the plasma was supposed to go to a little boy. ariel.