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ravings of a pregnant woman (of course)...
grr i'm finally pissin my brains out. i am finally getting used to drinking alot of water.
i have this crazy fear i've miscarried tho, altho i've not bled or anything. i just dont feel it. i hope i start feeling it soon. i know i'm being paranoid. i feel as tho i should buy a fetal monitor just to make sure i'm still pregnant. i can't lie on my stomach anymore b/c it feels like there's a melon in there pressing against the floor and my innards. i did feel a little feverish tonight after eating tho. i got my husband to feel me and he said i felt hot, but it went away after lying down a bit. it seems i feel really off when i'm hungry, and right after i eat. what is going on? anyone know? maybe i'm developing diabetes. ?? yes i jump to the worst possible things. i had a horrible headache on sunday too. I practically had to tape my eyes shut to get some sleep b/c my eyelids and forehead hurt when i closed my eyes. i have my next doctors appointment on the 27th. I hate going so long w/out seeing the doctor! it makes me think the worst of things in between appointments.
on a lighter, slightly gross, note: i kinda hope my belly button does pop out, so everyone can see that i do infact have a huge mole in the bottom of my belly button. it's quite amusing, and slightly gross some would say, altho not quite as delicious as the one in between my little and 4th toe. mwah ha ha. too much information haha
17weeks 1 day
grr i'm finally pissin my brains out. i am finally getting used to drinking alot of water.
i have this crazy fear i've miscarried tho, altho i've not bled or anything. i just dont feel it. i hope i start feeling it soon. i know i'm being paranoid. i feel as tho i should buy a fetal monitor just to make sure i'm still pregnant. i can't lie on my stomach anymore b/c it feels like there's a melon in there pressing against the floor and my innards. i did feel a little feverish tonight after eating tho. i got my husband to feel me and he said i felt hot, but it went away after lying down a bit. it seems i feel really off when i'm hungry, and right after i eat. what is going on? anyone know? maybe i'm developing diabetes. ?? yes i jump to the worst possible things. i had a horrible headache on sunday too. I practically had to tape my eyes shut to get some sleep b/c my eyelids and forehead hurt when i closed my eyes. i have my next doctors appointment on the 27th. I hate going so long w/out seeing the doctor! it makes me think the worst of things in between appointments.
on a lighter, slightly gross, note: i kinda hope my belly button does pop out, so everyone can see that i do infact have a huge mole in the bottom of my belly button. it's quite amusing, and slightly gross some would say, altho not quite as delicious as the one in between my little and 4th toe. mwah ha ha. too much information haha
17weeks 1 day