I wish this wasn't happening..
there were problems, but I was hoping that he would be alright with time... I was overlooking his difficulty with things..
I care about him.. didn't want to be away from him, but if I had just been alright with taking a break, our relationship might have survived. I wish that today he had given me the choice to take a break for a while, to see if that helped anything. I would do it in a second.. I still love him, and I hurt so much right now. What will I do every night when I want to just lay next to him, to have him hold me? I will lay on the couch alone and cry... I don't want to do this.. *sigh* This is why I don't open myself up to people.. I just get fucked over..
I care about him.. didn't want to be away from him, but if I had just been alright with taking a break, our relationship might have survived. I wish that today he had given me the choice to take a break for a while, to see if that helped anything. I would do it in a second.. I still love him, and I hurt so much right now. What will I do every night when I want to just lay next to him, to have him hold me? I will lay on the couch alone and cry... I don't want to do this.. *sigh* This is why I don't open myself up to people.. I just get fucked over..