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i have a perfect reason for my insanity... its you. Slowly and unsurely i am falling out, passing you up like you once did me. Yes, you. Maybe these changes that the summer have brought will be better for us, bring us apart, but make our FRIENDSHIP stronger. Ive done everything i can think of, and results show none other than failure, is it my fault? There is someone else... someone who i will never date, but someone who is there and assures me of my security with them. Maybe i will never be as happy as i thought i would be with you, but at least i have a friend, a someone who i can trust just as much as i trust you. Maybe i will regret falling out, maybe i won't succeed at all, but im trying... I just want to be happy.