bored like whoa.
I am in webmastering, and i am really bored. but its all good, because now you get a long entry of nothingness.
so yeah, for some reason ive been thinking alot lately about dumb stiff. like "relationships"(its almost a dirty word to me). but like, for some reason, i want one. not with just anyone mind you, im really picky when it comes to that kind of stuff... but its like whenever i get into something, i get really scared and look for a way out. why the hell is that? i dont know. I guess i'm more afraid of squandering my youth on one person. but lately, i've been all like trying to think of what i would want in a relationship to make it last, and what i could do to make myself "commit"(another dirty word..).
so is this the end of all that is sane in the world?
Have I, Jessica Lane LaRue, finally grown up?
I shudder at the thought.....
so yeah, for some reason ive been thinking alot lately about dumb stiff. like "relationships"(its almost a dirty word to me). but like, for some reason, i want one. not with just anyone mind you, im really picky when it comes to that kind of stuff... but its like whenever i get into something, i get really scared and look for a way out. why the hell is that? i dont know. I guess i'm more afraid of squandering my youth on one person. but lately, i've been all like trying to think of what i would want in a relationship to make it last, and what i could do to make myself "commit"(another dirty word..).
so is this the end of all that is sane in the world?
Have I, Jessica Lane LaRue, finally grown up?
I shudder at the thought.....