May 24, 2003 14:45
~Life is so cool sometimes. Its like life hands you these things that are so amazing. These people that are so amazing, and then you end up sitting around and wondering what you did to deserve them.
I mean, there are some amazing people in my life right now( one in particular) that I don't deserve at all. This guy is amazing, like you have no idea, and he's so perfect for me and everything, but I keep thinking that its just too good to be true, I just keep waiting for him to say"gotcha" and have it be some kind of huge, cruel joke on me. I keep waiting for him to be a jerk, but he's not.
~He's perfect. And I dont know what he see's in me, but I guess its something, and Im glad he see's it, whatever it is.
I'm not good enough for him, but I guess he doesnt see that, and I really hope I dont screw this up, because I want it to work