[ninth] [voice]

[featherseeking]

[there's silence for a little while as the post begins; it sounds as though Syaoran tries to begin speaking a few times, but doesn't know how to begin]

I, ah-- ...

So this must be the--

[there's a pause, and a sigh. the transmission ends.]

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[voice]

[shockinglycool]

...

You're Syaoran-san... right?

[voice]

[featherseeking]

I, ah--? ...Oh. That's right.

[voice]

[shockinglycool]

...

...I'm sorry.

[1/2] [voice]

[featherseeking]

...?

[2/2] [voice]

[featherseeking]

It...

You don't have anything to apologize for, Sorata-san.

[voice]

[shockinglycool]

I've a lot to apologize for.

I'm sorry... for what happened to you. I wish it hadn't. I'm sorry you had to go through it. And I'm sorry for approaching this with my own ulterior motives.

[voice]

[featherseeking]

Not to me.

I, ah-- I think I was expecting it...at some point...

Ulterior motives?

[voice]

[shockinglycool]

It's still not - [...] Well.

...Kamui.

What do you -- [...] want done...?

It's my ulterior motive. And my reason for apologizing.

[1/2] [voice]

[featherseeking]

 

[2/2] [voice]

[featherseeking]

So...does everyone know now--?

I don't--

...I don't know...what should be done about something like this.

[voice]

[shockinglycool]

Shit--

[LOCKED]

I'm sorry.

It's not... [...] I spoke to Kamui. He - admitted it. There are a few other people that know... it's not... hard to guess if you spend a second looking... I should have locked it.

I'm sorry. Forgive me. I was thinking of-- Dammit.

[voice] [locked]

[featherseeking]

No, it-- that-- I mean--

I wasn't sure...if people knew that it was him.

I, ah-- It's not... I'm sorry.

[voice] [locked]

[shockinglycool]

...

I know. I think... at least some of your friends know... and Sakurazuka... [...]

If you want revenge, I understand. I - but don't kill him. I won't allow anyone... I know it's stupid. That he doesn't deserve it. But I can't let anyone kill him. I ask your forgiveness... for that.

[voice] [locked]

[featherseeking]

...Fai-san and Kurogane-san.

Sakurazuka?

--Revenge? I don't... No. That's not-- I mean...I couldn't do something like that. I don't think I can forgive him, but...revenge won't solve anything.

[voice] [locked]

[shockinglycool]

...

I'll -- I don't plan on letting him out of my sight for now. And he doesn't... seem to be planning on doing it again... I know that's not enough, but...

[voice] [locked]

[featherseeking]

That's...probably for the best. As long as he doesn't have a chance to hurt my friends... I, ah-- I'm not sure if he would. But I don't know if I would be able to protect them unless I get stronger.